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JEALOUS

Payden McKnight

THE NORTHWESTSIDE TAPE, 2026, Englisch

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Ayo
Payden McKnight
What it do, I got a Payden McPipe
I, uh, pour up in that, uh, Payden Midnight
Yuh
Man
I'm jealous
Schia, haha
I'm jealous of the way you raised me
Because I know I could be a better man (Yuh, yuh)
And I know that you love me, but often I’m crazy
Cause some things that I say might cause reprimands (That's real)
But you supported me and my whole career
Without you I wouldn't be here (For real)
I envy your passion, I can't even get up in the morning
Cause I'm up late regretting not reaching near (Mm, mm, mm, yessir, uh)
I'm jealous of how you grеw up
Cause at least all your stories put watеr in my eyes (Uh-huh)
My generational trauma is screwed up
So I live life with tears, but I do not know why (Nope)
I'm glad that I'm faithful, but I'm not strong
Emotionally my lifestyle is wrong
I can't be around anybody without all my warnings
My trauma just becomes other people’s drama (Uh)
I'm jealous that you're able to sleep at night
And then when you don't, it's because of me (For real)
Sometimes I realize that we be alike
Cause I'm conscious at 2AM buffering
I'm the same rebel as you, eyes as you
The same laugh as you, my sight is too
And I’m jealous that you matured into a parent (Mm)
But apparently I never grew (For real)
But on the outside, I got so many people
But inside is just another peep hole
To a door that I refuse to open
Even though all my songs show I’ve taken a tole
Digging holes to find pockets and flows
So the water beneath me can find control
But I will not cut up my life with no scissors
I’m jealous of ones who can talk about their soul
Man, I'm jealous (Jealous)
Man, I'm jealous (Doo, doo, doo-doo-doo, I'm so jealous)
I'm jealous, I'm jealous
And that's all it is, man haha (I'm so jealous of you, I'm so jealous of you)
So jealous, so jealous
Man, I'm jealous haha (Doo, doo, doo-doo-doo, I'm so jealous)
No hard feelings, I just wish that sometimes I could be you (I'm so jealous of you, I'm so jealous of you)
I’m jealous that you have the patience
Cause that is something that I lack (For real)
The truth is we’ve known each other well for ages
So this really isn’t a way I should act (For real)
But you supported me and my ambitions
You one of a just a few people that know I wanted to be a show writer (Mm)
But now I’m in the music business (Mhm)
So now I struggle to find out what’s actually brighter (Yessir)
I’m jealous that you reach out to me
Cause it’s perfect timing every time
Nowadays, I be in the studio loosely
Not thinking bout when you were mine (Uh)
And now I got you into everything I know about music
And you making these songs so good, you got stories
But sometimes I wish you would not abuse it
Cause honestly I wish that I could have all your glory (Uh-huh)
I’m jealous of where you came from
Cause you got struggles, I can't relate to them
Cause my talent is way overdone, for real
I wish that I was you, so I could write your songs and then (For real)
We'll bend the trends and get these streams
I’m getting this cash, from rapping over beats
That I didn’t make (Haha)
So probably I shouldn’t go gleam
Cause honestly, I'm just wrong, you're way better than me (For real)
I love when we used to go out and hang
And talk about everything that we should be
Cause it’s gives me a breather and a break (Mhm)
And that’s something recently that’s in my needs (For real)
But I’m on my knees, prayin (Prayin)
I’m holding on to everything that we got together
And man, oh man, I hope you believe, man (Man)
That everything we be on, it gon’ last forever (Last forever man)
Man, I'm jealous (Doo, doo, doo-doo-doo, I'm so jealous)
I'm jealous, I'm jealous
And that's all it is, man haha (I'm so jealous of you, I'm so jealous of you)
For real, haha
Man, I'm jealous haha (Doo, doo, doo-doo-doo, I'm so jealous)
Yessir, yessir
No hard feelings, I just wish that sometimes I could be you (I'm so jealous of you, I'm so jealous of you)
Fuschia, this is for you
I'm jealous I ain't see it before
But you the best rapper ever, there's no need to be short
Cause I'm sure, that you gon make a difference into the world
God gave you this gift, and it's your way to explore
What everything means, the universe is not so simple
But it's your job to expand it and fit it inside your temple
That might be stressful, but trust, it becomes stress less
You are the only one who can judge what is your best
I'm jealous that you don't care what others think
Cause personally I don't see any color but pink
Whenever you in the room, people’s eyes roll and blink
But they ain't gon forget, they thoughts of you do not shrink
Bad publicity is good publicity is what they say
But you somehow found a way to take it away
Between amenities and enemies, I forget my own way
But the way you make me laugh is making me wanna stay
I'm jealous that you have so many friends, it's quite a lot
I guess it sorta makes sense, why you argued and fought
You have a voice, and people listen, and they see what you got
You have an influence to use, yet you brag on top
Just remember being humble is apart of the game
Be confident, but wiser people wouldn't have done the same
God is working through you, yet you take it and blame
Telling everyone you're better than them, that's not the way
But I get it, I be eating up the beef so good
It's entertaining, but there's people who don't think you should
And so I pray you make it evident you shed your blood
Cause he be working through you, ever since those times in the wood
But you're not home anymore, you out making connections
But just remember that you always have a brand new direction
Every time you insert yourself in new places
Just remember to show love to everyone’s faces
Man, I'm jealous (Doo, doo, doo-doo-doo, I'm so jealous)
And that's all it is, man haha (I'm so jealous of you, I'm so jealous of you)
Man, I'm jealous haha (Doo, doo, doo-doo-doo, I'm so jealous)
No hard feelings, I just wish that sometimes I could be you (I'm so jealous of you, I'm so jealous of you)

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