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Verse 1
Ain't got no goals, odds are ain't got no future
Bumpin' oldies, ain't got time for all this new stuff
Loose tongue, a few old fashioneds got me juiced up
Can't speak my mind unless I'm in a drunken stupor
It's like the light behind my eyes has left, I may as well be dead
The office boys are looking down, their pockets obese, overfed
And, oh, the market's gonna crash, they'll profit off our discontent
All these doughnuts 'bout to homer up and tot up all our bread, I'm gone
Chorus
I hate it when I'm right and I hate it when I'm wrong
I hate who I've become but then I hate the place I'm from
I don't know who I am and I don't know what I want
Said I hate it when I'm right and I hate it when I'm wrong
I hate who I've become but then I hate the place I'm from
I don't know who I am and I don't know what I want
Verse 2
When COVID hit, it gave me time for reminiscin'
Spent a whole year in bed sittin' inside of my mental prison
Watchin' world events fly by on the television
Condition's skydiving, premonitions of a mortician
Avoidin' seein' mirrors 'cause I hate my appearance
My face, weight, gait, hate the way I talk incoherent
You think you know depression 'til you don't even fear it
And you can't even separate it from yourself, it's tied to your spirit, I mean
Chorus
I hate it when I'm right and I hate it when I'm wrong
I hate who I've become but then I hate the place I'm from
I don't know who I am and I don't know what I want
Said I hate it when I'm right and I hate it when I'm wrong
I hate who I've become but then I hate the place I'm from
I don't know who I am and I don't know what I want
Verse 3
Fundamentally unlovable
Terrified of intimacy, I'm untouchable
It's push and pull, every time an opportunity arise with a girl
My muscle memory kicks in and I'm so self-destructible
Fallin' down the deepest of tunnels
Anxiety's got a grip on me, I'm trapped in a bubble
I'm the biggest fuckin coward, I can't deal with the struggle
Dreamin' of the world around me turning to ash and rubble
Dreamin' of the world around me turning to ash and rubble
Verse 4
Catching up, up, I'm catching up
I tell myself I'm going somewhere, then I go somewhere—to the pub
Skippin' lunch, skippin' showers, givin' up
Got a hunch I might be slippin', I don't wanna self-destruct
The people I love, I shut off 'cause of doubt
Even in broad daylight, it's so dark when I go out
And it's hard to reach out, hard to, hard to bleach out
Hard to smile and laugh when I'm so scared 'bout how my voice sounds
It's all too loud now but it's so quiet round here
You wanna boil the kettle, I wanna disappear
I'm boiling myself, hopin' shit don't go south
I got a fuckin' big heart, you all got fuckin' big mouths
Know what you fuckin' did now, you can't contain that smell
You say that you're alone, you isolated yourself
I fuckin' blamed myself, I fuckin' shamed myself
I fuckin' hated myself, I fuckin' hate myself
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